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Name: Liz
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Birthday: 2/6/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: country music, painting junk, exploring, trying to find my city a hug, living life to it's fullest
Expertise: loving this life, loving the world
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
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Member Since:
10/23/2002
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| "there's nothing else you can do
but listen to your heart..."
no goodbyes for this one... at least for awhile...
what does love feel like? are there words?
yeah... when you love him more when he talks about the color of a stone than when he's inside you; but when he is there, there's no one else you want to be there.... and you kinda regret all the other fun you've had b/c you don't want him thinking about how some other man made you feel... how you don't care where he lives, or what his past is, or the fact that he looks completely wrong for you by the standards of the world... but at the end, he's completely right for you... a feeling of home. | | |
| I'm so tired. of playing. playing with these bow and arrows.
gonna give my heart away. leave it to the other girls to play.
for I've been a tempteress too long.
give me a reason to love you
give me a reason to be a woman.
i just wanna be a woman.
from this time. unchained, well i'm looking at a different picture
from this new frame of mind. a thousand flowers could bloom.
move over and give her some room, yeah
give me a reason to love you
give me a reason to be a woman.
i just wanna be a woman.
so don't you stop. bein. a man.
just take a little look from outside when you can.
so when it turns. tenderly. no matter if you cry.
give me a reason to love you.
give me a reason to be... a woman.
i just wanna be a woman.
itsall i wanna be.
for this is a beginning of a forever... and ever...
it's time to move over.
so now be.
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| woo. 2 weeks into school. Onset apathy!
party: check
roommate check.
involvement in school... CHECK PLUS BABY!!
yeah right.
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| ETA: Sunday
mood: excited
house: clean. beautiful. ready for a tea party. perhaps a cookout. whos game? | | |
| hey kids
its mid july - and I feel weird. I have surrounded myself (like I always do) with people who I can safely love, and with people who will pay me a lot of attention. But as I often find - I'm not terribly satisfied, yet not terribly motivated to do much of anything to change it. Maybe it's just the day, and I'm in a funk... but maybe it's really the way I live. Nothing seems to fulfill me anymore. bar scene - cool - but if I don't do it everynight/every weekend/every month - that's fine... Sex life - good - but I'm finding its hard to break habits... job situation - utterly depressing.... car situation - even more depressing... money situation - most depressing
I hate to be so negative but I guess this just goes to show how my moods can change with my project status and income! I need to be able to fulfill myself - and for some reason I'm turning to stupid vices - food, sex, alcohol, cigarettes to try and change my mood for me - and it's just not working - just making me a fat lazy whore. it's hard to write that - but then I guess the one thing I still have is honesty. Being honest with yourself and others... so important! nothing witty to sign off with. sorry. | | |
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